4 a.m. In Th3 Morning..

Exhaust3d...

Y am I still awak3...

Cuz I havent touch one bit of my report n egnlish assignm3nt..

I'm now fr3aking out...

Cuz I dunno how to continue my assignm3nt...

Haiz...

H3lp...

Sobz Sobz...

I'm sl33py now...

I'll go get som3 r3st n continu3 after 3 hours...

Tata...

-goin bck Malacca 2moro..Sigh..>.<..-

-Sl33py n Lazy KoaLa-

LaM3 LiF3...

Now days jz passing as a passer by in tis girl's lif3...
A bz lif3 or jz consider a N3rD's Lif3 ...
Not as meanigful as in secondary's lif3 ...
Now jz study n study throughout h3r lif3 ...
Is tis the way for h3r as a KoaLa used to go through her lif3..??

In h3r m3mory...
H3r past 17 years of lif3 is fuLL of memorabl3 incidents...
Fun..
Chall3nging...
Unforg3ttable...
FuLL of m3mory with him n h3r fr3nz...
FuLL of t3ars of sadn3ss n happiness...
FuLL of surpris3 n bor3dism...
aLL with fr3nz...

Sinc3 sh3 st3p in tis rather awkward or strang3 or An unknown city of Melacca..
Th3 flashbacks keep chasing h3r...
As if it dont want h3r to 4g3t som3thing sh3've been go through...
Dont want h3r to L3t it go...
Sh3 f3eL very tir3d puLLing bck by all those m3mories...

Wak3 up !!
Th3r3 is no turning bck rd...
L3t it go...
The guy sh3 once Lov3 will not come bck...
H3 do3snt Lov3 h3r anymor3...
Wh3n som3on3 had changed it r3ally m3ans on3 had chang3d...
On3 is not the one tat sh3 know anymor3...
On3 tat dun car3 bout h3r anymor3...
Wh3ther sh3 is d3ath or aliv3..

H3art is som3thing very realistic...

Th3 frenz in ktn rd hav3 th3ir own lif3...
sh3 cant get j3alous bout h3r fr3nz lif3...
sh3 h3rs3lf should oso hav3 h3r own lif3 h3r3...
Bt sh3 cant acc3pt h3r lif3 tat had totally chang3d...

Sh3 s3ldom t3ll her r3al f33Lings to oth3rs...
Sh3 dun dar3..
Cuz in tis city no on3 und3rstand her mor3 than h3r KtN fr3nz...
Sh3 Lov3 n miz th3m v3ry much...

Now sh3 is trying to Lov3 n Car3 mor3 on som3one tat tr3at her v3ry w3LL...
Tis guy tr3at her consid3r gud nowadays...
Bt in futur3 wat wiLL happ3n sh3 hav3 no id3a...
Sh3 rd said to tis guy sh3 cant promis3 any happin3ss for him...
Sh3 hop3 he wiLL und3rstand...
Bt now 3veryday 3very s3c 3very min...
sh3 is afraid tat sh3 wiLL hurt tis guy tat tr3at her very w3LL...

-I'll b bck on 28th of Aug 2009-

-UnknowN-

Resultz....

PhYsiCz 24/30

BiOLoGyz 18/20

Ch3MisTrYz 19/20..

My ReSulT Se3m W3LL...

MaYb Cuz Is Jz MiD TeSt...

WoNt B TaT LuCkY iN FiNaL...

-KoaLa-

PPS Nite..

Venue: Vistana
Date: 09 Aug 2009
Time: 8pm

M3 ..KeR LeE n AnN3..

My JuNioRz..[HanDsOm3 n PrEtTy]

M3..BeArz..AnNe [SeNiOr XD]

M3 n EsTh3R [SiS Of FoRmEr KeTuA PeNgAwAs N KeTuA PPS]

M3 N NiChOLaS [AnNe's CoUsiN]
HanDsOm3 RiTe??
DuN SaY NO >.<

M3 N ChE3 HoU..[Th3 FamOuS OnE]

M3 N SeOnG Ye3 [OnE Of ThE KhOo FaMiLy]

Che3 HoU..M3..NaN HuA [My FoRm3R AsSisTaNt]..N Of cuZ AnN3..

M3 N KeR LeE [SeCoNd In KhOo FaMiLy]

Me N KiT CheOnG [IsNt He LoOk Like CeLeBrItI3s..??]
He LiKez To BuLLy M3 >.<

M3 n LoVeLy AnN3..

M3 N WhIt3 WhiT3 SiN YeE [BeArZ]..

-I MiSS TH3M-

-Happy KoaLa-

Feeling Of Missing My Fren...

Today happens to call up my fren to borrow F6 uniform...
Firstly sure ask Ker Lee...
Her size more suit me..
Bt wash rd...
Secondly ask Bao...
Also same answer...
Ask her cuz her house is near...
Then my last hope...
Joanne...
So..
Ended disappointed...
In tat instant my tears roll dwn B4 I hang up the phone...
Cant explain Y my tears roll dwn...
I try covering my voice b4 I hang up...
Mayb cuz I really miz them...
Cant explain my feelings now...
Dont get misunderstood tat I blame them cant borrow me the stupid uniform...
I jz dunno y suddenly like tat...
There is ntg to blame on them...

To say the truth I stay here till Sunday jz cuz I wan to c them...
Bt who knows...
Cuz I jz say I stay here to go the PPS Nite...
Who cares bout the PPS Nite...
I jz care bout my frenz...
Y as I came bck I sure will drive out to meet my fren...
Y I will fetch them even they stay far...
I dun mind one bit of my petrol...
Or whether I am tired of driving...
I MiZ Them Alot..
I MiZ my Library Teacher...
They r the one who accompany me throughout my hard time...
Tat place I use to cry...
The taecher tat use to c me crying...
My Frenz tat support me all the time...

So wats the point...
I'm goin bck on Sunday morning...
Whether I will met them anot I dunno...

-Miss U All-
[KL..Anne..Bearz..Tracy..LK..Bao..Jenny..]
P/s sry if u all think tat i'm childish for being sad in such small matter..

-KoaLa-

Where Am I ??

Once again I lost myself...

Tis time cum bck ktn I seldom feel happy...
Jz when I go out with fren YC feel happy only...
Izzit bcuz I tense myself up...
Or I still cant release something deep dwn in my heart...
Me myself also dunno...
I sometimes feel wan to b alone...
Sometimes feel want to be pampered by someone...
Sometimes really feel blurred...
Am I too greedy..?
I should satisfied wat I'm having now..
Wat happen to me...
Am I taught how to b happy...?
Y I dunno how to b happy...
Haiz..

Should I jz study dont think other thing...
Or should jz think when it is necessary..??
When is the time should b necessary to think more..
I'm confused..
Hope I can find bck myself...

-KoaLa-

Down Pour...

Today...
Argh...
FLOOD >.< ....
After finish chem experiment...
Need get out from there n run very very far to reach a place to eat...
Gt one umbrella oni...
Wats the point...
Useless...
The umbrella gt = dont have...
Cuz the rain tooo HEAVY...
As v go out from lab...
Everywhere flood-ing...
My PINK n WHITE shoes...
Me...
My WHITE bag...
Disaster...
Though I wan it to rain...
Bt I dint aspect it to FLOOD...
LoL...
So...
Wet LoL...

After finish lunch...
Run again...
Run Baby Run....
Run to library....
Then sit a while under coldness...
Then my fren say toilet...
U know wat v do??
Haiz...
So "sia sui"...
V dry our sockz in toilet...
She dont feel embarassing when ppl knock in...
Cuz she think her comcort fro wearing the sockz is more important....
Bt I feel embarassing...
So I decide dont wan dry it le...
Rather walk home wet again to change my shoes to sandal...
Ask my "gor gor" accompany me bck...

Hope for rain la KoaLa...
Tats wat u get...
In the end, after finish class...
Go home...
Wash ur smelly clothes n shoes...
Exhausted...
Lie in bed n have a short nap...
Wake up again to...
STUDY...

I've been holding books in my room for the weekends...
p/s: I dont want to b sick in tis exam week...
Plz....

-WeT WeT KoaLa-