Life is full of fear..
Life is full of obstacles..
Life is full of tears...
Life full of sadness..

Happiness, free time..
Hardly can be found now..

Feel helpless..
Don't know how much more pressure I can take for this moment...
I barely can even breath...
God bless myself for this 3 years...
So hope to be pampered by babe when I'm sad..
Sorry for alwiz making you angry..
I tried...
I never goanna have time to be ur 24 hours happiness...
miss you
It's never be easy for me to communicate with parents...
Even my own parents..
Sorry for being such a suckz gf..

I Guess 2010 Might As Well Won't Be Smooth For Me..
Everyday As Usual...
Tension..
Mayb That Coming Particular Day Also...
Anyway Din't Hope Much...
Cuz I Knw It Won't Goes Well..
As Previous Years..................

So Why Not This Year Is Also The Same...
Might Jz Hurt A Little...
Cuz Heart Is Almost 70% Numb...!!

I don't really wanna give up..
Bt if keep on like that it will make a full stop in my academics..
If I always have to follow your path...
I'll miss lots of steps and lagging behind my friend..
Always same things...
I don't even really meant to give up...

What is that make us untill today..??
Is your patience which I'm impressed of...
The patience who always accompany me when I'm down and sad...
The patience in you that even I scold you badly..
You wouldn't want to scold back because you know that will make me feel better...
Bt not the "giving up" and "no determination" thing going on...
How long can I stand..??

I don't mind taking care of you like a kid for half a year...
Sometimes to me you're mature...
Sometimes I feel protected...
I know whenever I sad you'll jz remain silent let me scold till I feel better...
I know..!!
I really do know..!!

Everytime I scolded you...
Am I really that cruel..??
To just scold you like hell without feelings...
I do feel pain for every word I scold...
I do feel bad for my temper or raising my voice...
But what can I do when your heart jz willing to give up rather than listening to me...
Do I need to always use break up to threaten...
Even that I don't think you really get what I mean...
You'll jz reply me that you know what to do...
Bt deep down in your heart I know you actually don't...

If can please don't let me say out that word again as easy as it can...
Too use to it...
It may happen any day any second even I'm not willing to do...

Do Guys Just Love To Say Lies..

Or...

They're Just So Used To It....

F***

You Knw Why Some Girls Just Rather Remain Single...??

Cuz They're So Mentally break Down Towards Unlimited Lies..!!

When Girls Knw Wat Is Happening And You Just Still Wanna Tell Lies Then You're So Stupid..!!

And Just Make Someone You Love Hate You More..!!

STUPID..!!

Freaking Bad Mood...

I Hope I Can Stay In Kuantan Longer...

Argh... I hate Stressful Life...

OMFG..!!!!!

Ish..!!