Payphone - Maroon 5 (Jayesslee Cover)

Prince is gone, thus princess no longer exist.
I always hope everything will be fine.
The more I hope and I wish, the greater the disappointment, upset, anger, hurt that I got.
Didn't know this was coming, didn't know this was the last dinner we had.
Although I always say break up, but I always do hope you will hold me tight and never let go.
There's no turning back anymore.
I thought everything will be fine after the dinner.
I really thought you're trying to save this relationship.
You never know how long I've been staying strong, not to leave this relationship behind.
Everyday I worry and I care.
I try to warn you when troubles is ahead of you.
I try to help whenever things don't strike your mind.
Give you chance, believe that you're really under pressure that's why you did all these to me.
In return, I got nothing but pain I got nothing but being alone again.
I lost my sincere smile.
I lost the happiness in me.
I lost the active side of me.

Everything is end today when something happen.
No longer able to give in and be understanding.
Couldn't find any excuses for you anymore.
Couldn't find any reasons to forgive anymore.
"Sorry" and "promises" means nothing anymore.
There's no turning back anymore.
Do not wanna be yelled by anyone that hurt me anymore.
I guess I'm just a dummy or toy to you.
Why I'm always the one got hurt and feel pain?
Why I'm always the one being played out after sacrificing much?

-WHERE ARE THE PLANS WE MADE FOR TWO-

 ='[

I always thought you can be the one in my life.

I always thought you will grab me tight.

Even how many times I try to loosen my hands, I hope you're there to hold me back and hug me tight.

Nowadays, happiness of a princess never appears anymore.

It seems like everything is gone.

The smile she have once he gave 2 years ago never appear anymore.

Everything smile and happy moment is just a past tense and memories.

It doesn't seem like you care anymore whether I'm still there or not.

Whether I decided to leave or not. :')

The more I try to stay in your heart the more your heart try to put me away.

Never know how long we could hang on this way.

The charm the attractiveness the patience you've once had, has been far gone from my memories.

It's been almost 2 months argue, cold war, argue on and off.

Don't you ever realize how I felt ?

Once hurt become pain then become scar, it will remain forever.

When too much scars going on, eventually I don't feel anything anymore.

Why the happiness gone why the bond between us is like there and like its not there?

You should lie down on your bed and really think about it.

How much I don't wanna hurt you, but the hurt that you've done on me is more than what you're looking on me now.
Everytime single look at you just make me feel pain. :')