Lost Concentrate..

Recently too much things had happened...
I really feel frustrated with all the so called "PATIENT" thing going on...
Why should I patient...
Maybe I know the answer but just that I don't want to accept it...
I really feel tired....
I really need some holidays...
Or even better a vacation...
Even just a trip to Singapore to visit my aunt will make me feel much more better...
I wanted & wish to just cry out loud...
But I just fed up of being a cry baby...
I want to be strong...
Cant study...
Cant concentrate...
Hope my mum was here...
I have so much to talk to her...
This sec this moment is tensing me up...
Barely can breath smoothly...
Struggle to get some oxygen...
Grrr...
Can I go HOME..?

-Crying In HEART-